so I’ve finally decided to start using this blog again.
its been like a year but honestly, I’ve really missed writing on here. it is so nice to be able to get my emotions and feelings out in a place where I don’t feel judged. so much is happening in my brain right now and I thinking writing it out will really help me.
so somehow… I made it into college. with all of my mental health issues I really never thought I would make it to this point, yet here I am. honestly despite everything with covid I really love it here. my roommate and me have not had any real arguments these past 6 weeks and I have met some pretty cool people!! I wish I was able to meet more people but it has been really hard with covid.
maybe its just college making me feel more independent but I have been trying to find myself here. I got my nose pierced, starting dressing the way I wanted to and not the way I felt I had to, and I’m open about my beliefs and morals and if that means someone doesn’t want to be in my life, ill let the door hit them on the way out. Its scary but honestly it is so freeing, I love it.
all I’m trying to say is, my world here is so new, but it is so freeing.